Now about Moving

On June 7th we made the next step in our lives and FINALLY moved from Ben's Parent's house to West Valley.  Ben's brother has been throwing the idea of us renting his house for quite a few months however, despite my crappy job, we could not pull it off.  Medical expenses just have overtaken our lives for the last 5 years.  I happen to get insurance at work which covers medication.  So instead of $900 for three months of insulin, it was only $50.  So basically I am just working to have the insurance until Ben's changes hopefully sometime in the near future.  I finally agreed to move into Ben's brother's house when they asked us again in May.  I was sooooo incredibly scared that everything would fall apart again and we would be in the same situation.  Living with Ben's parent's for the last 4 years has been a blessing.  They are so amazing to be able to give up their basement for that long and tolerate the kids and all our crap. Last summer I seriously thought we were never going to be able to be on our own.  I had lost my hope.  I hate going by Heavenly Father's time table sometimes. I did learn a lot of life's lessons living there.  Some of our storage has been in storage for 5 years so it was like Christmas opening all the boxes and throwing stuff out.  I still feel like I'm in a dream sometimes, but it has been really good for us to be on our own finally.  When I get everything put together and decorated I will post pictures of the inside.  It has been an incredibly different summer with deaths, funerals, work, and school for the kids.  I am sooooo grateful that we have the chance to be our own family again.

Kynzee's photoshoot

 yes she is holding string cheese hahaha

It is definitely a happy day when Kynzee actually smiles when I take her picture.  She NEVER, never smiles or is happy.  I don't know what was different today...maybe cause I was home and not at work.  The first thing Ben asked me was how I got her to smile at all let alone like that.  I told him that I had no idea.  Kynz is almost 2 and half and a very determined, independent little girl.  She loves to snuggle and will asked to have Ben or I snuggle with her at night.  She loves to color and draw just like Aiden did at that age.  She likes it when we spell her name out loud for her to copy letter by letter.  She knows all the letters in her name.  Her favorite show is Dora and Diego, which was Bryn's favorite at that age.  She is growing well and eats more then Aiden and Bryn put together.  She is not as picky (yet)  It is quite a nice break not to fight her with food as well.  She weighs 22 pounds and is in the 50th percentile for her height.  She is up and down about potty training.  She would go at school when she first turned 2, but now she won't.  When I ask her at home she tells me "no"  It is on her terms I guess, which I have a very hard time with.  I tried the 3 day training and she just wouldn't cooperate. She is just being her stubborn self.  Brynlee potty trained herself so I haven't had to deal with girl potty training.  She is still somewhat a mamma's girl but is leaning more towards daddy just like the others did.  I am glad the kids love him so much.  I am so glad Kynzee is in our family.  I love her soooo much.

Brynlee's photoshoot

Brynlee's eyes have now turned green.  I went to enhance the color on the photo and that is the color that popped.  I have noticed for awhile that they were changing from blue to green (just like her mom).  I can't believe my baby girl is 5 (2 months ago)  My grandma's funeral was on her birthday so we didn't get to do much or celebrate it.  I am so glad she is young enough not to care.  She wanted her pictures taken to celebrate her first day of Kindergarten.  Bryn has gone from a very laid back baby to a very stubborn little girl.  Her favorite color is blue, her favorite food is spaghetti which she asks for EVERY day.  Her favorite dessert is vanilla ice cream.  She loves to watch "Jake and the Neverland Pirates" every chance she gets.  She loves to watch movies or do  church puzzles on the ipads.  She loves to play with magnets and paint.  Bryn can be the most sweetest cuddly girl.  She loves to cuddle next to me on the couch.  She still has some health issues that we will have to deal with forever, but she never complains cause that is all she knows.  We see a pediatric Endocrinologist next week to start another round of tests.  I am so glad that she is in our family.  It would not be the same without her sweet spirit.

First Day of School

 I seriously love this picture!!!

Okay so first of all, I can't believe Aiden is talking on his phone while walking off the bus today.  Today was Brynlee's first day of Kindergarten.  She was super excited to ride the bus home.  I took today off so I could take her.  Aiden forgot I was going to be home so he was trying to call Ben to say he was home.  Bryn loved school  and had no problems going in her class.  I hope she continues to like it.

Family Water Fun

This is more like Ben and Aiden having a water fight.  We were having a water balloon fight but of course it turns much wetter.

Event

So I attended this charity event called "Andre's Angels"  My friend and her husband set this up after they lost their baby boy at 5 days old.  They are hoping to help other families that have lost their precious baby pay for funeral and medical expenses.  This is the second year.  They had a motorcycle ride up the canyon to Heber.  Sorry don't know what it is called.  She asked me to be the photographer for this event.  I never thought I could get such cool pictures going 65 miles an hour in a canyon on the back of a motorcycle.  This was really fun for Ben and I.  I haven't been able to ride yet this summer with all the crazy busyness from moving, funerals, work, work and did I mention work.  Here is what my amazing camera captured.

So Behind

Since it has been 5 months since I posted last.  I am just going to start at the present and play catch up later.  Here are some pictures of what we did today.  Happy Birthday Aiden.  I love you so much.